Ok i moved on...but i miss her so damn much & i should be with her whenever she needed me that day..And whenever i talk to her im just ignored and i wonder why...Im missing her every day but it was over..[sorry if i am bipolar or act dumb because i have A.D.D] Im just the worst friend ever..I wish i had you back one more time [my third chance] you werent bad to me i was..I.I just wasnt your type wasnt I? I missed our times together i know i am arrogant and also stupify=strong emotions...but the only love i felt for was yours now i lost the my missing puzzle..I really thought you were the one..but i failed you for not being with you and im deeply sorry..I mean it. Pretty please Georgia ...pretty please read this because i cant help it a friend ignoring me and i feel like you became a hater [my hater]..All my friends [new,old,wannabes] are just haterz..And would I ever know cause im way different from other people...I dont understand LIFE i dont know who am i anymore..i think im just a guy who will die alone because everyone loves the physicals but not me..LIFE is a waste..Now that LA is full of gangs back in the old days i used to get beat up because they hate emo kids..they still do that to me..put up a gun to my face and stealing my money...beating me up to death...i run for help or for hiding they're everywhere...I think i would never find the place i was before..
